Well I told you I’d be back with some stories so here it goes… I figure some of you know what the past year has been like and then again, some of you don’t so maybe let’s start with a recap of where we left off….
-I had just finished my first timed 10+km run with my cousin in the bitter Ottawa winter and was looking forward to doing a couple more of those over the running season
-I’d been eating gluten free and loving it
-Work was busy and I was loving it
Ok so then I dropped off the face of the blogging world. To be honest, things just got a little hectic. Work exploded when my boss accepted a position in a different city so I stepped up to run the show for a couple months. Don’t worry, I kept running and being amazing. I guess things just got in the way because, no offense, this blog wasn’t my main priority, work was. Then a tie for second between the relationship I was in and the gym. I feel bad saying that because really, coming second to a job isn’t a great place to be.
The important thing is that I didn’t stop running. I did that Winterman in February. Then I did the Harry Rosen run in April – an absolutely treacherous 5km of hills through Toronto’s High Park. A couple weeks later, the Yonge Street 10km, down Yonge Street, obviously. Then, in those couple of hours after the race, sitting around with my cousin I said “You know, I could probably do a half marathon some day. Maybe.” She told me I could totally do it. And so the seed was planted….
Fast forward to June. Life basically starts to unravel. Relationship ends and my friend Laura is diagnosed with a recurrence of her Ewing’s Sarcoma. It’s terminal. I take a two week vacation to the coast for a change of scenery, pace, and fill my bandaged heart back up. It worked, I’m happy to report. I came back from the coast ready for whatever I had to deal with. There was nothing that could stand between me and my goals and I had a new one to add to the list – Scotiabank’s Waterfront Half Marathon on October 20. 21.1 km just days before my 29th birthday. The training began. I was also given the official word that I’m allergic to wheat, so that was a challenge. Try carb loading without wheat, it’s a gem of a time.
August/September/October…. pretty much work, run, love life. And then… the big day was there. I’d been struggling with the taper/carb loading thing because I felt so so FAT. I’d gained about 6 pounds from training alone and felt like a big assed blimp. That ass was obviously hard as a rock though, so I know I need to just chill. The run itself was so cool. I had some friends come out and cheer me on along the way (oh hey Liz, heyyy!!!) and it made it such an overwhelmingly emotional day. I got reallllly bored around km 17 and also noticed that my hands were swollen so I strolled with them above my head for a while, I’m the coolest. My goal was a 2:45 finish time basing it off my best and worst runs and also factoring in the whole “Pace yourself, you still have to walk home after” thing. Well, I’m so proud to say that I came in a 2:43 on the nose. It’s not very Canadian of me to be proud of myself, but I am. It was a really hard, shitty year and to be able to triumph like that really raised my spirits.
So then it was my birthday and that was nice… and then November, and then Christmas season.. and some where along the way, I didn’t want to run anymore. I just.. didn’t. It was cold out and the treadmill and I aren’t really in love… so I did the stair climber and weights. And now, I miss running and I’m so excited for the days to get longer and warmer and to be able to feel the pavement under my feet. So I’ve been back on the treadmill and you know, as much as I feel like I’m starting over, I’m reminding myself that any time, you start over, you’ve already come further than you were before.
This has been super long and wordy and I apologize for it, but I wanted everyone to know what was up and that even though I totally bailed on blogging, I didn’t bail on being the best me possible. That would be silly. 🙂 I’m someone who always needs goals to work towards so right now, my goal is to look smokin’ hot at a charity gala I’m going to the end of March…, and then to look smokin’ hot in Vegas at the end of May… and then to look smokin’ hot at my friend’s wedding in August… and THEN to look like a freakin’ bombshell for my 30th birthday in October. I’ll probably blog more about just my life in general than ohh I did this many miles today and ate this.. because that’s just one part and frankly, that would be boring. So I guess, welcome to my life. It’s not always the most fun or exciting, but it’s mine so I’ve gotta keep livin’ it 🙂